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Wednesday, July 29, 2009 History is repeating itself, but this time things have worsen. I don't know what to do, the distance seems to be short but it's really far. I needed you there, but you weren't. I wanted to give up so much, but you have yet to realise it. Could you be there for me? All i needed was a shoulder to cry on, it's really hard to try and stop the tears flowing. I seem strong on the outside but the fact is that i am not strong at all. So vexed about this)': Sunday, July 26, 2009 I have always been wondering, if there isn't me existing here, such things will not happen! I don't know why but this time I'm really disappoint! I really don't know what to do. I don't know how to speak to you and talk about this matter, i don't know how will your reactions will be like! I can't even imagine, please tell me what to do. Friday, July 24, 2009 School was pretty alright, just felt alittle sleepy when it is nearly the end of the day! Lols. Had lunch with derek and jovan. Went down to CCK to collect no 1. Was stucked at there for a super long time! Went back school learn how to put the no 1, debrief and off we go, out of the school. Walked to central, Venson was nice enough to help me carry my bag is like super heavy! Bought milk tea from Koi Cafe, then went home(: NIGHTS! Wednesday, July 22, 2009 School was still fine, lessons as usual. Ended school a little earlier, went to meet jovial, Irwin and Aaron. Went lunch at pizza hut. Crap about everything, joke around and stuff. Hope to go out with them soon, Bryner Tan, better make it for the next outing or not you die!! Btw, did not manage to see the eclipse because Singapore is located near the equator and also due to the rain! Oh and Influenza A (H1N1) had already caused 3 death cases in Singapore. So people please take good care of yourselves. Take care! Tuesday, July 21, 2009 All the quarrels and arguments is part of the journey, i know we can't get defeated by all these, we have a long way to go! Sorry, for nonsense that i give you but i seriously don't know what wrong with me?! Ever since that super big quarrel we did drift apart a little, i admit i missed those times very very much but i believe that everything will go back to normal in no time. B, everything is going to be alright, i will try and change but you got to help me. We are not going to end so soon, remember the promise that was made? ILOVEYOU!(: Muacks!  Monday, July 20, 2009 Why is it always so hard for me to let go! I want to just let all these things go and be myself but i can't there is always something holding me back, slowly one by one all the little things that you have done are being discovered by me! But why do i always only discover them when i have made a decision, it's really hard but i am trying real hard but it just don't go in the right way.): Thursday, July 16, 2009 I am now sure about my feelings. I guess i didn't make the wrong decision but i am hoping that after all the things that had happen we can still be great buddy! I am sorry to giving you the wrong idea. Nice to have a friend like you(: Wednesday, July 15, 2009 I am tired, i tried to let go but i can't bear to. I am hoping for the day when i can really soar away with no worries! Tuesday, July 14, 2009 I feel that i can't hang in there for long already, it seems to be collapsing. I don't know what to do! I don't want to let everything turn into disappointment. Monday, July 13, 2009 People coming, leaving is part of life. Saturday, July 11, 2009 Sometimes thing don't turn out to be good, but i know i got to be optimistic, knowing that there will always be rainbow after a rain! I have been busy this week, i am busy with my trainings and homework seriously losing a lot of sleep. ROAR. I don't have much things to blog about recently as my life is like still the same! People thanks for always being there for me when i needed u guys(: LOVE YOU GUYS! Wednesday, July 8, 2009 fck it! I am really very attached to you, but sadly i know there is always one day when i got to let go it only matter in the duration, but i missed it i didn't treasure it well. I really hope that i can rewind time and bring myself back to the past. I MISS YOU ALOT! )': Monday, July 6, 2009 ILOVEYOUDEREKNEOWEIJIE(: Hello people, finally i am here to update. Today is youth day holiday but i got to stay home and do e-learning, and the stupid website take a thousand years to load, which had resulted me to watch video and do other things expect doing my work. Haha, this naughtyboy of mine is playing facebook and he doesn't want to reply me. I WANT KILL YOU! Ruff, i am bored i think i should go under the sun later so i can get black and someone will not gossip about me and say that i am WHITE. Lols, i got nothing to post already busy scheldue i've got, a lot of NDP training ROAR.SORRY/: Sunday, July 5, 2009 Do you feel the sense of belonging? Frankly speaking, i don't feel it. I just feel that i am attached to them more and i will not be able to get the same from you all like how i get from them. I just know that i love them a lot and no one can replace it! |
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